All this pain on my head

Pain on my chest

You can tell me how you feel

You can't tell me how I felt

I can tell you bout times

Didn't get fed

I can tell you bout times

Getting locked by the feds

I can tell you bout times

Pebble in Zed

My dad leaving my life

Left me a mess

Put my mind in places

Now I can't even rest

Had to pick myself up

So I can't even stress

Left my mum age 7

We lost the bond

Got it back age 11

I'm sorry mum for all the pain

That I put you through

I saw what it did to you

Imma make sure my little brother

Stay in school for my two daughters, I swear I'll do anything

I told Nakiyah, you can tell me anything

And Amaya, she never wanna leave my side

The day she was born, I felt to burst out and cry

Welcome to the best life, at what cost?

You say you want the money and all the cars

I'ma get it till it end

Yeah, we grindin' till it end

So welcome to the best life at what cost

You say you want the money and all the cars

I'ma get it till it end (no doubt)

Yeah we grindin' till it end (no doubt) yeah

Yeah it's all pain and all that

I went jail for sellin' all type of crack

Came home done the same old and still sold crack

The day I came home I said I ain't never lookin' back

I ain't never comin' back

But I lied to myself it's my fourth time now

I ain't talkin' like I'm proud

I'm just giving you the insight

On my lifestyle I wanna know what I'm doing now I'm still grinding

Same time tryna build a house just bought my mama land

Spent over forty grand

Still got my old case still tryna dip a man

Told my lawyer we don't bust then what's another plan

Friends all fake I don't rely on another man

I don't wanna see another CM

From a Q to a brick to a QM

Now me and all my brothers tryna see em

Ducking from the 5-0 I don't wanna see them

Welcome to the best life at what cost

You say you want the money and all the cars

Imma get it till the end (no doubt)

Yeah, we grindin''til the end (no doubt)

So welcome to the best life, at what cost?

You say you want the money and all the cars

I'ma get it'til the end (no doubt)

Yeah, we grindin''til the end, yeah


I'll see you on the beat