15 and he thought he could take on the big world
boy he didn't know any better

15 when he started translating the sounds he can hear in his head
crude but honest attempts

it was a start of something that became a passion
he swore to himself that he'll keep on honing it

and now he sees a road he must take
now the path can either make or break

a discovery of a pure unknown
but he knows that
he should try

now the boy has grown and learned a lot of things
but he still tries to be 15

met some friends
who he sees as mentors
for some parts in his life

he's still dumb
and unknowing
a bit immature
but he knows
it and so he strives

he still makes tune for every thought he could think
a constant battle that he face every time he makes something
cause he's harsher to himself and his songs
he wants to sound it like the best
he forgets that its empty

he just -
he just wants to express
like he's doing now

he wants to be 15 again
when he didn't know any better
when he's still scraping for some knowledge
and trying out some new things
but he reminds that he's still on the road he calls his passion
and there's times you get anxious over nothing

As I am human I can't help but criticize my craft as I just want it to be a bit better
oh and this road that I take is gonna have some ups and downs but I know this is something I want/need to do.

they might not understand
they might not understand

but it's fine