Nouradeen,

he was a soldier from a teen

But didn't get to realise the regiment that he

Was supposed to be a part of,

until he grew to see,

The peaks and the trophs of the street and if you've been there you'd of realised

You'll get the buzz of it when it seems high

Not many can survive the lows, but not he's type

Coz not only was he built for the street fights he was getting p's with his g's that would squeeze,

well you know the rest of it,

and they might of did allegedly but that was a fraction of all kinds of things

Aside from what 5 0 tried to find on him

He possessed a strong heart and a sound mind on him

He just needed a way to put em to use

Turned gang leader and started pushing the Youth,

towards what he was on but that was all that he knew

They said he'd end up dead or in jail, the latter was true

In and out over the space of a good decade, he ended up back in the box with a new cellmate

But this wasn't like the previous ones,

he was used to being around serious thugs

But this brudda was different coz he was humble

Probably was a test for him cah Nouradeen was trouble

With his short temper tried to Bully and muscle

But he showed him patience that really had him puzzled

He asked him why do you get so angry at these little things

When you know they're gonna pass you've seen them go like the wind

He said let me let you in to a new Perspective

Every frustrations like a game and a test if

You can pass it calm you'll level up with the best win

It's kind of like riding a bird in this dead bin compared to the day you see your fam and your bredrins

And time ain't gonna go any quicker by stressing

Accepting your fate wont make you any less if You accept that some things are out of your hands and some things aren't When they're not we do what we can

It's part of what builds your faith we call it Emaan

Check it if he can learn to control his feelings under any circumstances we call him a man, right?

He said damn this Little neeks got me but I respect it so I got to deal with him properly

Couple weeks in he picked up a new hobby

Started reading more dropped out the ** and more.

Started studying Hadith and he was even taught

a bit of Arabic he struggled but he managed it

He noticed a change from the start of his recent stretch how stronger that he was inside and how he'd progressed.

He never thought this Islam thing would be the best decision that he'd make in his life, he was feeling fresh

But you know the story's never that easy.

He gained a new enemy but not 1 who sees me and you

He was waiting for him fresh home keeping him far from good brothers and giving what, a crew

With not 1 of them reminding him they were just trying to use him and then Style on him

Pressure weighing a ton you know it had to pile on him

He realized that's just Allah's way of guiding him now It's Jihadul Nafs It's a different kind of fighting thing

still a soldier just a different regiment

recognizing the blessings of patience, evident

Now he's starting to inspire the next gen

He might taken a turn for the worst in the first but made a turn for the best in the second

So never judge another's journey coz you could be up with your emaan but then down in a second