[Verse]
I'm sitting here alone, staring at these four walls
Reflecting on my life, it's like a bad dream I can't shake off
Another year older, but I don't feel any wiser
Just stuck in this cycle of pain, no sign of it dipping lower
[Pre-Chorus]
Today is my birthday, but what's the point really?
Another year of misery, ain't that just fucking funny?
I wanna end this suffering, but I'm too scared to die
So here's a toast to another year, of living a lie
[Chorus]
Happy fucking birthday, to me and my demons
Another year of darkness, another year of stressing
Another year of depression, no sign of repression
Another year of sorrow, another year of lessons
[Verse]
My mind is a prison, and my heart's full of hate
I'm trapped in this hellhole, with no hope for escape
The memories haunt me, like ghosts in the night
Reminding me of all the times I felt like I couldn't survive
[Pre-Chorus]
Today is my birthday, but what's the point really?
Another year of misery, ain't that just fucking funny?
I wanna end this suffering, but I'm too scared to die
So here's a toast to another year, of living a lie
[Bridge]
I don't wanna be here anymore, feeling this pain
I've had enough of living, it's time for a change
This life's become a burden, too heavy to bear
I think it's time to end it all, and finally escape the despair
[Outro]
So here's to my last year, I'm gonna make it count
I'll live each day like it's my last, with no regret
No more holding back, no more pretending
I'm gonna face my demons, and in the end,
I'll pay the price, but I won't surrender.
[Chorus]
Happy fucking birthday, to me and my demons
Another year of darkness, another year of stressing
Another year of depression, no sign of repression
Another year of sorrow, another year of lessons