Lately I've been under a lot of pressure
Appointments with a doctor for some checkups
Walking with my head down
Trying to keep my neck up
Like I'm underwater and I'm trying to get a breath of
Fresh air
Bruh I'm tryna breathe
I'm not begging you to stay
If you want to then leave
I don't need your approval
You don't need to believe
Got a few tricks up my sleeve
So far up they cut the sleeve
Yes they're very sharp indeed
Cutthroat
Life is like a very violent ocean
I'm on a boat
And it's got some holes in it
It's sinking
I do not float
I'll just go right down the drain
While thinking
"Where did I go
Wrong?"
I'm drinking
But my lungs
Are filled with water
Safe to say I'm drowning but of course nobody bothers
Never said I'm special
I'm just different from the others
Never said I'm not special either
Know what my words are
Man I'm feeling sober
Listen
I've been in the studio but you'd swear it was the kitchen
And I've got a dirty apron on 'cause I've been cooking
And the name is S.A.L.T so that it's tasty is a given
I've been boiling, grilling, broiling, steaming
And no you cannot catch up
'Cause I'm cooking fast food too
So I'm the next up
Folks are tryna frame me for my art
But it's a setup
It hurt 'cause I was painting for them
But I'll never let up
I shouldn't make these bars no more 'cause I might go to prison
For murdering these instrumentals and with such precision
Premeditated murder so I came to the conclusion
It wasn't just an accident, I'd come to the decision
Now that I have gotten this far
You're wishing you stayed
And I would've let you, honestly
'Cause of the braids
Girl you might be twisted but you're not Hisoka's bunny
Does that ring a bell?
Ah, you remember?
Well, don't tell her
You don't need to tell her because I already did
You gon' text me later like you don't know what you did
I blame myself
You're evil and I knew but I still stayed
Girl don't look at me like you've forgotten what you said
'Cause you haven't
This is not the first time this has happened
It's a habit
A bad one and you've never noticed
'Cause I always have it
Not anymore though
I'm quitting right now 'cause I've had it
With you
So I'm parting
From you
Right this moment
Find yourself another person willing to condone it
But I bet you wouldn't and you would just end up lonely
Instead
So don't bother
I said you're the problem, own it
Fix your attitude
Show gratitude
Just as a bonus