[ti:Im Diffrent]
[ar:Potluck]
[al:Rhymes And Resin]
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[00:01.18]I'm Diffrent - Potluck
[00:02.80](Voice): Ok Mr Kerri I have diagnosed you
[00:08.00]With chronic depression and sever emotional
[00:10.44]Abandonment this has caused traumatic anger issues
[00:13.37]Resulting in violent outbursts
[00:16.25]You have responded to this by
[00:17.56]Massive amounts of self medication
[00:19.87]So tell me how does this make you feel
[00:23.81]I think I'm different - People looking at me funny
[00:26.37]Trying to play me like a dummy just cause I ain't got no money
[00:29.89]I think I'm different - I keep on feeling like a waste
[00:32.58]It's getting hard to find my place I need my memories erased
[00:35.47]I think I'm different - I'm kinda crazy in the brain
[00:38.97]Call me borderline insane but I'm trying to make a change
[00:42.34]I think I'm different - I couldn't step into my own
[00:45.22]I was lost without a home until I found the microphone
[00:48.10]I was the boy who switched schools the new kid on the block
[00:50.97]The fat kid around the corner that no b**ches wanna jock
[00:53.30]And the snitches wanna sock like I was new to this stuff
[00:56.61]Catch me slipping on the block and trying to prove that they tough
[01:00.04]Called me names like slim made fun of my skin
[01:02.73]I swear they laughed and cracked jokes like I was missing a limb
[01:05.92]I guess I didn't fit in I guess I'm different than them
[01:09.00]My momma hugged while she cried - don't you listen to them
[01:12.25]And the times I got beat up but I would fight to the end
[01:15.26]Tried to keep my mind open tried to find me a friend
[01:17.89]Was bumping tougher than leather when I was sad and wanted in
[01:20.97]Just when it started getting better is when we packed and moved again
[01:24.03]A set back is a set up for a comeback when it's over
[01:27.40]Tried to suck it up instead a crying on your shoulder
[01:30.03]I'd be lying if I told ya I was fine when I was older
[01:33.28]I'm puffin on the dosia kill smoking like a stoner still
[01:36.36]I think I'm different - People looking at me funny
[01:38.93]Trying to play me like a dummy just cause I ain't got no money
[01:42.31]I think I'm different - I keep on feeling like a waste
[01:45.25]It's getting hard to find my place I need my memories erased
[01:48.01]I think I'm different - I'm kinda crazy in the brain
[01:51.13]Call me borderline insane but I'm trying to make a change
[01:54.47]I think I'm different - I couldn't step into my own
[01:57.53]I was lost without a home until I found the microphone
[01:59.93](Voice): Mr Leiderman it seems you are suffering
[02:04.14]From social anxiety disorder with social phobias
[02:07.62]Which cause you to be overwhelmed in simple situations
[02:10.45]
[02:12.06]This sickness makes a person such as yourself
[02:15.64]Have a very difficult and complicated life I'm very sorry
[02:19.86]
[02:21.21]How does this make your feel
[02:23.71]Yeah sometimes I look into the mirror I see me and I don't like it
[02:27.79]I never thought they'd be a time when I would have to write this
[02:30.86]But I'm different on the inside it's hard to explain
[02:33.38]And if you see me smiling I'm trying to cover up the pain
[02:36.32]Cause deep down I'm hurting sick of tryingto fit in hey
[02:39.33]Sick of trying to be like him man when I was just a kid
[02:42.35]I was down on myself I never thought that I could get through
[02:45.10]The smallest kid at my school and I was so far from cool
[02:48.97]Just searching trying to find the right place for me
[02:52.04]No cable TV and no new Jordan's on my feet
[02:54.79]No girl by my side I don't wanna be alive
[02:57.49]Back then I was so sad but I'm so glad that I survived
[03:00.68]Cause struggle makes ya stronger look at me I'm living proof
[03:03.86]If I can do it anyone could too I wouldn't lie to you
[03:07.05]I was the shyest dude and I used to be so afraid
[03:09.55]Now I'm flowing crazy on the stage I came a long way
[03:12.61]I think I'm different - People looking at me funny
[03:15.05]Trying to play me like a dummy just cause I ain't got no money
[03:18.42]I think I'm different - I keep on feeling like a waste
[03:21.18]It's getting hard to find my place I need my memories erased
[03:23.80]I think I'm different - I'm kinda crazy in the brain
[03:27.25]Call me borderline insane but I'm trying to make a change
[03:29.96]I think I'm different - I couldn't step into my own
[03:33.46]I was lost without a home until I found the microphone