My heart is a ****ing battleground,
The pain and anger I can’t contain,
But I try to make it through,
To get out of this ****ing pain.

My life is a downward spiral,
As I try to search for the light,
My soul is in turmoil,
I need a ****ing way to fight.

The darkness surrounds me,
Pain and suffering in its wake,
My courage is ****ing waning,
Like it’s pushing me to break.

My world is ****ing crumbling,
My future seems so ****ing bleak,
The storm is raging on,
My hopes are all ****ing gone.

I'm searching for ****ing answers,
My ****ing will is slowly dying,
My ****ing hopes are starting to fade,
Away from the pain I feel

The screams are in my head,
Taunting me with their lies,
I'm losing all my strength,
I need a way to win.
.
My demons keep whispering,
Telling me to ****ing give in,
My courage is ****ing fading,
I need a way to win.

This world sucks even more and more,
People are getting ****ing lazy,
I don’t even wanna talk about this
shitty ****ing music industry,

The truth is everywhere,
but nobody wanna hear it
I have to find my path,
cuz I’m not like you,
I’m not a ****ing *****

My heart is on fire,
and my soul is in ****ing pain
I'm searching for freedom,
but all I see are those ****ing chains

I need the courage to face my fears.
completely lost in my mind,
Lost in my life,
And that’s for this reason,
That I wanna make it right.

I'm scared if my life doesn't have any destruction in it. I need chaos to feel in control. I can't just stand and wait, I can't just be content, I can't just be happy, I'm like a train, keep it runnin' with the passengers on board, Some stayin' longer, some stayin' shorter, I'm just curious who'll be the last one goin'. I gotta put a stop to my self-sabotage, it's like I'm cheatin' on myself. I don’t hate you but I hate me, keep in mind that it ain’t personal.

**** you *****
**** you *****
I hate you
It ain’t personal

I hate you *****,
You are a slut.