[ti:Not My Home]
[ar:Guerilla Maab]
[al:Rise]
[by:]
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[00:00.00]Not My Home (Explicit) - Dougie D/17313/Trae/Guerilla Maab
[00:11.15]I haven't smoked a sweet in 27 days
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[00:13.43]When I'm under pressure I feel it's necessary to blaze
[00:16.36]And I'm asking Jesus what can I do anytime I go and pray
[00:19.30]This world is killing me slowly my hair is growing gray
[00:22.08]I remember not too long ago bumping given the bums
[00:25.04]Now in 99 I'm struggling to live in the slums
[00:28.04]I'm not use to the lavish sh*t no water no food or no phone
[00:30.83]Highly invested and filthy ni**a this is my home
[00:33.66]Bout ready to give up the ghost but only cowards give up the fight
[00:36.47]But how can I teach my son to read and write if there's no lights
[00:39.21]What does it take to get a piece of the motherf**king American pie
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[00:43.17]When white folks stab you in your back before they stare in your eye
[00:46.07]Working on my last nerve and what give a motherf**ker the nerve
[00:49.10]To think that he's better cap in my face
[00:50.59]With a Lexus and Benz let me run and go chase my cheddar
[00:53.34]You see the title is overdue but they deny me my throne
[00:55.28]I must be a foreigner to this place this world is not my home
[00:57.63]This world is not my home I'm just-a passing through
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[01:03.51]My treasures are laid out somewhere beyond the blue
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[01:09.22]The angels beckon me from heaven's open doors
[01:14.88]And a ni**a can't feel at home in this world no more
[01:18.04]Feel at home in this world no more
[01:20.26]I try to leave it to the Lord to judge the living
[01:22.77]I just hope I'm one of the sons forgiven when it's time to make decisions
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[01:26.69]For the scandalous life I'm living breaking ties for riches
[01:29.66]Ain't no friends in bidness nothing but lies and snitches
[01:32.52]Deep in the mind of mischief money making motivates crime
[01:35.30]Soldiers fighting the war blind or destined to lose everytime
[01:38.10]Live by the pain I've seen the flames trapped more lives than you could believe
[01:41.35]My back are facts of scars of all the times I've been deceased
[01:44.13]It's forever Guerilla until I die
[01:45.62]When I'm dead and gone mama don't you cry
[01:47.39]I know it's too much pain involved
[01:48.57]But you gotta be the one to keep my alive
[01:50.25]They wanna see me leave but they better believe
[01:51.76]I'm not going out without a fight
[01:52.97]Everybody wanna charge it to the game
[01:54.18]Cause I be living the fame and I'm on top
[01:55.51]Of the game stop yelling my name
[01:57.06]And gon leave me alone you better get gone
[01:57.37]I don't wanna get the chrome you better go on get away
[01:58.76]Hollin' out what's the deal all because of my skills
[02:00.39]And now you claim you real you better sit back and chill
[02:01.50]Lord knows that I'm just passing through
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[02:02.84]And they be the ones that'll be making me do
[02:04.54]Thangs even though I think sometimes I'm wrong
[02:05.95]I gotta hold my own so I can roll on
[02:07.70]Everyday that goes by it gets harder
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[02:12.29]I only try to survive the pain
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[02:18.11]Can someone please explain
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[02:21.17]Why it's driving me insane
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[02:24.62]Cause the more hope the more brain
[02:27.00]The more light the more change
[02:28.55]The more it stays the same
[02:30.57]I know you heard we guerillas
[02:31.74]But I really just can't take no more
[02:33.31]Everybody proceed to show me love
[02:34.50]Therefor this world is not my home
[02:35.98]Why do they wanna see me go
[02:37.66]Man I done been through enough
[02:39.42]But I know the Lord's gon take care of me
[02:41.42]When I get up above
[02:42.60]Peep this they try to tell me that the world was lovely
[02:43.81]But otherwise they be trying to f**k with me
[02:45.40]But I keep my eyes open and lovely
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[02:46.66]I be balling can't even be approaching me
[02:48.56]Ready to slap motherf**kers that be approaching me
[02:49.96]These hoes ain't fin to get close me
[02:51.34]And land in my house eating my groceries
[02:52.63]Demons be trying to test a G
[02:54.35]When all the anger and pain been stressing me
[02:55.89]But I just can't let it get the best of me
[02:57.66]I ask the Lord to guide and bless a G
[02:58.86]Even though I done and lived the dirt wrong
[03:00.57]I'm making a jack cause the world ain't my home
[03:02.21]Everybody wanna see when you fall
[03:02.87]Especially when you done worked so damn hard
[03:04.58]So I watch em with they schemes and plots
[03:06.06]Wanna try to come and take what I got
[03:07.60]Infrared dots on they fat a** knots
[03:08.86]And make it sho' that the enemy come to a stop
[03:11.03]This world is not my home I'm just-a passing through
[03:16.59]My treasures are laid out somewhere beyond the blue
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[03:22.22]The angels beckon me from heaven's open doors
[03:27.88]And a ni**a can't feel at home in this world no more
[03:30.97]Feel at home in this world no more
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[03:34.24]This world is not my home I'm just-a passing through
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[03:39.66]My treasures are laid out somewhere beyond the blue