Lately I don't recognise
The person I've become, and I'm so tired
Pretending all the time

I focus all my energy
On trying to find the better side of me
So I can finally breathe

When I'm about to break through this
I stop and make excuses
And it's driving me insane
Cos I'm, always in my way

And if I try to be more human
I rust until I'm useless
And my pieces break away
Oh some, things just never change

Now I'm nearly drowning
Got my head just above troubled waters
It feels like I'm drowning
And I can't seem to find my way out
So I'm helplessly drowning
And I know that it's all in my head
But it feels so real, feels so real

All I've ever wanted was to feel like I'm somebody who belongs
But maybe I just don't

Cos loneliness is home to me
And I can't see me moving out here soon
Oh will it always be the same?

Cos I'm nearly drowning
Got my head just above troubled waters
It feels like I'm drowning
And I can't seem to find my way out
So I'm helplessly drowning
And I know that it's all in my head
But it feels so real, feels so real

Over and over
I'm drowning
Over and over
I'm drowning
Over and over
I'm drowning
Over and over
I'm drowning

I'm nearly drowning
Got my head just above troubled waters
It feels like I'm drowning
And I can't seem to find my way out
So I'm helplessly drowning
And I know that it's all in my head
But it feels so real, it feels so real

I'm nearly drowning
Over and over
I'm drowning
Over and over
I'm drowning
Over and over
I'm drowning
Over and over
I'm nearly drowning