Was tired of being laughed at so I changed my name.
Left the town I was born in to play a different game.

But sometimes I lay awake at night with words I wish I’d said.
And no amount of therapy can expel them from my head.

Tricked myself that time would change my nervous heart.
Ten years, I’m still waiting for my life to start.

And I still lay awake at night with words I wish I’d said.
And no amount of therapy can expel them from my head.

I tried to find a ** to help me wash it all away.
I never found an answer in the darkness or the pain.

So I’m done, I’m done
with this person I’ve become.
Everything beneath the sun
had me feeling ****ing numb.
So I’m done, I’m done
taking **** from anyone.
If I’m always on the run,
nothing’s ever gonna come.
So I’m, so I’m done.

I still try to change, still run away.
Can’t let you in.
When every day resets here I don’t always win.

Cause I still lay awake at night with words I wish I’d said.
And no amount of therapy can expel them from my head.

I tried to find a ** to help me wash it all away.
I never found an answer in the darkness or the pain.

So I’m done, I’m done
with this person I’ve become.
Everything beneath the sun
had me feeling ****ing numb.
So I’m done, I’m done
taking **** from anyone.
If I’m always on the run,
nothing’s ever gonna come.
So I’m, so I’m done.
with this person I’ve become.
Everything beneath the sun
had me feeling ****ing numb.
So I’m done, I’m done
this person I’ve become.
If I’m always on the run,
nothing’s ever gonna come.