[00:01.99]Everybody's willing to surrender
[00:12.25]Uh,uh
[00:21.88]This day in age,these trying times
[00:28.90]The words in my heart
[00:31.74]Allow my contradictions,let me be conflicted
[00:34.94]Let me do some improve while everything feels scripted
[00:37.82]Let me pull my weapon,shoot from where the hip is
[00:40.57]Tell the truth,let it loose,do away with fiction
[00:43.45]I'm feeling these days,no one's given leeway
[00:46.46]People on the high road,swerving off the freeway
[00:49.00]I’m trying to find the silver lining where it still hurts
[00:52.20]I go by Chris now, remember I was Pill first, swallowing that pill hurts
[00:56.58]Looking at the real world, who we are as people, feeling unfamiliar
[01:00.74]I'm trying to find that moment to rewind back
[01:03.60]Tell me where the time went
[01:05.13]Show me where my mind's at
[01:07.24]This world got me spinnin' in my chair
[01:09.31]News cast got me sick, fist swinging at the air
[01:11.96]Information overload, aimed from the overlords
[01:15.30]I keep my head on a swivel, never overboard
[01:18.00]In this day and age,these trying times
[01:21.00]These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind
[01:23.72]We knew from the start that things fall apart
[01:26.66]These are the- these are the words in my heart
[01:29.69]In this day and age,these trying times
[01:32.53]These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind
[01:35.35]We knew from the start that things fall apart
[01:38.40]These are the- these are the words in my heart
[01:42.00]Came back from tour,got diagnosed with pre-diabetes
[01:45.54]That's too much partying,had to slow down the drinking
[01:48.04]Meditation saved my life,I started reading
[01:51.00]A book every two weeks,had to change my eating
[01:53.89]Had to change my routine,had to stop the edies
[01:56.68]Everyday I'm getting up but not getting ready
[01:59.44]For the world,for myself,for my thoughts
[02:02.08]When I was overseas I felt like something was off
[02:05.32]I felt like I was performing at my shows
[02:07.98]Reliving all of the torment that I know
[02:11.05]Giving the crowd all the energy I had
[02:13.85]But when I left the stage I was feeling worse than bad
[02:16.76]We rehearsed these raps,the stories that we know
[02:19.40]Destroy us as we grow
[02:20.91]They collect music soul
[02:22.45]What we think and eat is what will make us
[02:24.51]My doctor surprised that I'm alive
[02:26.80]I'm just grateful when I wake up
[02:28.00]In this day and age, these trying times
[02:30.54]These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind
[02:33.20]We knew from the start that things fall apart
[02:36.00]These are the- these are the words in my heart
[02:39.00]In this day and age, these trying times
[02:42.00]These are the- these are the thoughts in my mind
[02:45.00]We knew from the start that things fall apart
[02:47.91]These are the- these are the words in my heart
[02:52.30]This day in age
[02:55.20]these trying times
[02:58.66]The words in my heart