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[00:04.38]Like why my life had to be so ****ed up tho
[00:27.42]Like I ain't ask for this s**t
[00:36.90]Darkness in my soul
[00:39.96]I swear I coulda died
[00:41.55]Off a bag xanny's
[00:43.44]Almost like I tried
[00:44.73]Suicide had me
[00:46.62]If you ain't down to ride
[00:48.06]Why you holla at me
[00:49.92]Iss darkness in my soul
[00:51.24]Need the light to find me
[00:52.89]It was me all alone 10 months
[00:55.23]In da telly
[00:56.52]Then me all alone for 10 months
[00:58.59]A cell
[00:59.61]If dem walls could talk
[01:00.81]Dey words would take you to hell
[01:02.76]Almost lined out in chalk
[01:04.23]Is how I ended the spell
[01:05.94]Took a bat to the dome
[01:07.41]Besides the knife to my head
[01:09.03]&like zombie I walked
[01:10.74]I swear they thought I was dead
[01:12.51]I seen the light in the tunnel
[01:13.86]Like I could end all my stress
[01:15.57]But when I got to the end
[01:17.13]My daughter my reached for my hand
[01:18.69]Like daddy I really need you
[01:20.34]You promised me you'd be there
[01:22.11]So How I could say no
[01:23.73]When Really she's all I have
[01:25.44]She musta woken my soul
[01:27.00]I guess it must have flew back
[01:28.62]Like I don't know how this works
[01:30.27]Like is a God really there
[01:31.83]Like all my prayers
[01:32.76]Ain't answered
[01:33.42]But yet I'm here in the flesh
[01:35.01]Livin &breathin when really
[01:36.72]I could be ashes to spread
[01:38.46]I guess my purpose iz bigger
[01:39.99]But they just don't understand
[01:41.55]So I just light up a blunt
[01:43.32]&blow da smoke in da air
[01:45.33]I swear I coulda died
[01:46.89]Off a bag xanny's
[01:48.84]Almost like I tried
[01:50.01]Suicide had me
[01:51.93]If you ain't down to ride
[01:53.28]Why you holla at me
[01:55.23]Iss darkness in my soul
[01:56.55]Need the light to find me
[02:03.54]I must have looked for answers
[02:12.27]In all the wrong places
[02:14.76]But dat ain't no excuse
[02:16.23]For my bad behavior
[02:17.94]Knucklehead since a youth
[02:19.44]I ain't never listened
[02:20.91]That's why the booth
[02:21.81]N this music has always been a blessin
[02:24.30]The nightmares got me paralyzed
[02:26.22]I feel the chokin
[02:27.63]Like dem demons
[02:28.44]Got a grip on me
[02:29.43]I just can't fight em
[02:30.66]I can't re write my life
[02:31.92]The scar is on my face prove it
[02:34.17]But the hardest ones I got
[02:35.58]Is all beneath the surface
[02:37.29]Who can I trust
[02:38.10]When those that's closest to me
[02:39.42]See me hurtin
[02:40.50]But they just can relate
[02:41.67]So they just think I really lost it
[02:43.71]Can I avoid another tragic ending
[02:45.87]What's the process
[02:46.98]Cuz at this point
[02:47.79]I'm sick errybody
[02:49.20]I don't want this
[02:50.85]All I know is my reality is pain
[02:54.09]Even through the sunniest &darkest days
[02:57.48]I just wanna sprinkle of dat life they have
[03:10.50]I don't wanna sell my soul for none of this
[03:16.71]I swear I coulda died
[03:18.30]Off a bag xanny's
[03:20.25]Almost like I tried
[03:21.45]Suicide had me
[03:23.34]If you ain't down to ride
[03:24.78]Why you holla at me
[03:26.58]Iss darkness in my soul
[03:27.99]Need the light to find me