[ti:Oct. 20th(feat. Masetti) (Explicit)]
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[00:00.42]Oct. 20th(feat. Masetti) (Explicit) - D-Crisis/Masetti
[00:02.43]Lyrics by：Derek McNeill/Anthony Masotti
[00:03.76]Composed by：Derek McNeill/Anthony Masotti/Keith Kosmopolis
[00:06.43]D-Crisis：
[00:16.60]October 20th was the worst day of my life
[00:19.57]She left to be in no more pain but I'm alone all day n night
[00:23.82]I miss her so much I think that my brain gonna bust
[00:25.96]Life now is sadness this pain has just stuck
[00:27.90]I'm hurting locked up like my hands up in cuffs
[00:30.02]N I'm all out of touch with the one I once was
[00:32.17]I miss her smile n her laugh
[00:33.57]I'm in denial of the past
[00:35.09]For a while I get sad I get mad
[00:36.95]Write raps n spend cash drinking 'til I collapse
[00:40.02]I need her tho I'm a grown man
[00:41.82]Everything falls out of my own hands
[00:43.83]Trying to stay strong I want this pain gone
[00:45.80]Wish I could go n call her on the phone man
[00:47.97]Tho family fight sometimes she was always loving me
[00:51.46]Mama I can't thank you enough
[00:53.44]For everything you've done for me
[00:55.71]Honest-lay I say f**k the holidays
[00:57.88]Since you past n its not fun for me
[00:59.97]I don't know how to feel
[01:00.95]I wish it wasn't real it just f**ks with me
[01:03.61]Masetti：
[01:04.75]Hey mama everything is wrong since you've gone uh
[01:07.93]Way feeling low everyday
[01:09.29]You've been living in my conscience telling me move onward
[01:11.43]But this life now I ain't to fond off
[01:14.14]Heart hurts when I think about it
[01:16.00]Minds feeling way too overcrowded
[01:17.68]Getting heavy in the water so I'm drowning
[01:19.86]Hey mama my heart hurts when I think about it
[01:23.88]Hey mama my heart hurts when I think about you
[01:27.88]Hey mama I hope that you're looking down proud
[01:31.84]Hey mama my mama my heart hurts when I think about
[01:35.55]D-Crisis：
[01:35.96]Dillon & I loved you so much why did god take you from us
[01:39.20]I'm trying to keep my head up
[01:40.83]But it's not odd that I'm down in the dumps
[01:43.25]When I wake up tears fall down my cheek
[01:45.15]I feel grounded n weak
[01:47.19]I go to work n can't speak
[01:48.99]My inner beast is out about to unleash
[01:51.73]Its hurts me that you past
[01:53.31]Before Thanksgiving Christmas n my birthday
[01:55.62]Probably won't be thankful much after this s**t
[01:57.71]I'm pissed feeling like lifes cursed me
[01:59.63]I don't get to hear your voice no more
[02:01.61]Don't get to hug you every morning
[02:03.45]I'm on my knees out on this floor
[02:05.18]Don't know if I can grow with this carried mourning
[02:07.88]I love you Angela Marlene
[02:09.77]F**k cancer you deserve so much better n more
[02:11.89]I said it before you were the best mother a son could ever ask for
[02:15.70]I get triggered when I hear these songs
[02:17.59]I get trapped in my thoughts
[02:19.21]My emotions are too strong
[02:20.69]I feel it building up I could just snap n go off
[02:22.94]Masetti：
[02:24.61]Hey mama everything is wrong since you've gone uh
[02:27.87]Way feeling low everyday
[02:29.12]You've been living in my conscience telling me move onward
[02:31.32]But this life now I ain't to fond off
[02:34.04]Heart hurts when I think about it
[02:35.88]Minds feeling way too overcrowded
[02:37.58]Getting heavy in the water so I'm drowning
[02:39.71]Hey mama my heart hurts when I think about it
[02:43.76]Hey mama my heart hurts when I think about you
[02:47.77]Hey mama I hope that you're looking down proud
[02:51.71]Hey mama my mama my heart hurts when I think about
[02:55.39]D-Crisis：
[02:55.68]I'm gonna miss eating with ya
[02:57.09]Being with ya doing family stuff taking pictures with ya
[02:59.89]Kali & Scrappy miss you 2 we don't know what to do
[03:02.65]We just want you know
[03:03.57]That the love we have will never go
[03:05.69]You were my rock n it will forever show
[03:07.61]You were the light of my life n it's burning slow
[03:09.64]I will love you forever n you will always know